Wow, dear readers, you are not going to believe this. I received an e-mail today saying there was a problem in regard to further employment with L.A.U.S.D., so I called and found out that my former principal blackballed me. It’s not really a surprise. She really was a piece of work, but I am pissed nonetheless. Now, because of that, I have to find employment in another district or private school for two years before I can work for L.A.U.S.D. again.
Maybe that’s not such a bad thing. I’ve always said there are other districts, but to have it happen this way is so fucking heartbreaking. I am so upset right now. If I saw that woman right now, I don’t know what I’d do.
Now that I’m thinking about it, that’s probably why I didn’t get that job in Palos Verdes. ISN’T THAT SOMETHING! I am so totally fucking discouraged. I really feel like giving up. I’m at a crossroad right now. Should I quit or keep going and try to find a job elsewhere? If that’s even possible. Maybe it’s not meant for me to teach. After all, it’s been a lot of hard work and hassle. As usual, I will see where life takes me. I swear, if I didn’t have four children to think about, I would just end it all. I am so tired of having a shitty life. Just when I thought my life was going to get better, I see that I was wrong. Oh well, that’s the way the cookie crumbles!
SOME PEOPLE NEVER CEASE TO AMAZE ME!