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2/30 (Gossamer)


Writing Prompt: Write a poem about something you feel you need to change.

Here’s my poem:

Gossamer

Pulling away old disfigured skin,

unearthing layers, excavating emotions

buried deep; unpeeling fake, 

shedding falsehoods,

embracing lived-in-ness! 

Transmuting pain into power 

and sorrow into strength;

Wearing trauma, making pain look good;

dressing it up like a luxury too expensive to afford.

Glistening, soft, melanated.

Bruised.  

From plum to eggplant,

 dull red to beautiful brown; healing 

Circumstances- 

abrupt, untimely stripping, home, possessions, self-

necessitated this change.

This skin, once familiar, now, unrecognizable, 

Gaslit into submission.

Unsure of who or what I’m supposed to be.

Thickening up this hull.

Before, delicate, gossamer-thin,

raw, wounded, and continuously ripped open,

 like a mess of emotions

too wild to be caged. 

Dry, shriveled skin, soaking up life-giving cocoa butter.

Now, scabbed, scarred, and healing. 

Sloughed off, in need of exfoliation;

ashen, and in need of protection.

Covering this now familiar skin, planted firmly, 

welcoming rootedness in self,

refusing to be counterfeit, insincere;

or anything less than this skin deserves.

Author:

I am a 53 year old empty nester, mother of four adult children, ages 22-34, and grandmother to two (River & Dakota) who's currently... figuring me out!

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