Burnt Out!


Dear Readers,

I am burnt out! I’m fighting, but it’s sooooooooooooooo hard!!! My burn out is taking the form of:

  • going to bed late
  • waking up late (as a result of going to bed late)
  • not being as productive as I can be
  • wasting time at work
  • leaving things at home

I’m going to be Captain Obvious here and say that I don’t like being burnt out. I only have 7 more school days after today. I know I’m going to make it. It’s just hard getting there.

 

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Forgiveness by Tony Evans


Dear Readers,

I just read an excellent article on Forgiveness from a blog I subscribe to, written by Tony Evans. The web address is: http://tonyevans.org (The Urban Alternative)

Here’s the article, in its entirety:

Tony Evans
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– CARING ENOUGH TO FORGIVE –

“As those who have been chosen of God, holy and beloved, put on a heart of compassion… bearing with one another, and forgiving each other, whoever has a complaint against anyone; just as the Lord forgave you, so also should you.”
— Colossians 3:12-13
Many of us today find ourselves held hostage by a leash. The links in the chain are anger, bitterness, resentment and revenge. All these, however, come down to one thing—unforgiveness. Unforgiveness holds us hostage. And when we try to pull away, it pulls us right back, and we find ourselves prisoners of what someone else has done to us or, perhaps, what we have done to ourselves.

Most of us think forgiveness is a good idea—until we have to give it. Forgiveness does not mean approving a wrong or excusing an evil. Forgiveness is not necessarily the reconciliation of a relationship. The word forgiveness in the Greek means to release. Forgiveness is the choice to release a person from an obligation for a wrong committed against us. In the New Testament times, the word was used when canceling a debt.

Why is there a struggle in our hearts to forgive what someone has done? Because there is a bill out there that has not been paid. We insist on being paid, yet years go by, and the offender won’t pay the bill. Forgiveness always involves a bill, a sin against us that no one has paid yet. But God says to forgive one another.

For His kingdom,

Tony Evans

On The Alchemist…


Dear Readers,

Although I knew about The Alchemist by Paulo Coelho, I only recently I read it. The book had so many profound truths. As I was annotating the book I was surprised at the amount of take-aways I got from the book. I got so many, but the following is what I thought was one of the most important messages put forth by the book:

Fear is the ultimate blocker. According to Paulo Coelho, ” One should never give in to fear. If you do, you won’t be able to talk to your heart.”

There have been many times in my life that I have been unable to talk to my heart. I didn’t know which way was up, so to speak! I was, as a ship, tossed to and fro, with no stability.

The Alchemist

I have a simple prayer on my heart. It is that I will always listen to and follow my heart.

In life, sometimes we’re receptive to the truth; sometimes we’re not. When we’re not, we miss out on so many of life’s treasures. However, when we are receptive, we are ONE, we listen with our heart, and receive what it is that God has for us.

I’m at a place in my life where I need to listen to my heart. I’m at a strategic inflection point. I need to make a major decision, and I need to make a decision not borne of fear.

Prayerfully & heartfully yours!!!

As I edited this, I decided to insert a video by Maze featuring Frankie Beverly- We are One!:

Maze (We Are One)

It’s Been Awhile! (I’m Back!)


Dear Readers,

I'm Back

It’s been a long time since I’ve written. Never, since I started this blog, have I missed a month without writing. I didn’t write anything for the month of April; not even one post. That’s a first.

So, I’ve decided to start writing again. I’ve been going through much turmoil in my personal life, which is a story for another day. So, here I am!

I’M BACK!!!

I Heard Back!


Well Dear Readers,

rejectedI didn’t get the job. I’m okay with that, though. That was apparently not the job for me. Now, to figure out to do. I don’t want to stay at my current job, but I don’t want to leave.

I’m undecided on what to do because of the proximity of my job, my salary, and the people. I mean, I live 5 minutes away from my job. I can actually walk to work & I work with great people. However, I’m tired of being stuck. At least I feel like I’m stuck. It’s time for me to make an upward move.

As usual, I’ll keep you updated. Bye for now!